I'm suffer from the insomnia in this two days...
I know the reason but I can't fixed it now...
that was come from my work pressure.. and my weak...
All the people in this world are not perfect... include me.
But they quest for perfection is relentless... include me.
Today, I read an article..
The title is “Just allow urself to do imperfect; like u request urself to be a perfect girl”
May I? Can I?
I admit that I'm a bit spoilt , a competitive spirit and nervous person.
Sometimes I can't let myself to make something wrong...
Bcz I scare I will lose everything... I care too much the other's opinions...
And I don't like to be a loser...
The article say people in pursuit of Perfection just torture themself..
Am I torture myself in a vain now?
To write the english diary really difficult for me...
Now I'm already forgot the bad feeling in my heart just now...
Don't worry about that..
I will go through it... just giv me some time...
thats good about that I'm alone now...
thats good about that I'm alone now...
Don't doubt that.. I'm not crying now...
Just practice to...Grow up..^.^
first, i feel happy that your english level already improve a lot, and you already grew up a lot, compare to when i first meet you. is been a long time that i did't chat with you. i'm not a very good comforter, and i'm also not good at expressing myself. for me, i feel that you always lock all the bad things inside your heart. and i want you to know that you will never been alone.i can be your listener if you want me to. you're a tough girl. keep it up, be strong, believing yourself. Here is some quote for you. Quote by Friedrich Nietzsche “But the worst enemy you can meet will always be yourself; you lie in wait for yourself in caverns and forests. Lonely one, you are going the way to yourself! And your way goes past yourself, and past your seven devils! You will be a heretic to yourself and witch and soothsayer and fool and doubter and unholy one and villain. You must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame: how could you become new, if you had not first become ashes?”
回覆刪除will, i guess i`m also limited by my english level. So...Add oil :) and i will always support you :)